3 things that made me happy today

1. going to church and being encouraged to engage in life 2. Seeing the holman's! 3. Going to lunch with Becky and Isaac

Truths I believe about myself

1. There is something wrong with me 2. there is no connection from when I work hard and success 3. I am not living the life I want to live

three things that make me happy 6/29

1. Meeting my new doctor at farm workers 2. Not having the power out at our house when it was out in most of yakima 3. Finally feeling better after over a week of illness

dinner readings

I read from Earnest Hemmingway "A natural history of the dead" and "cross country snow" Stacy read from Pedagogy of the oppressed and "early exposure leads to reductions in egg alergies Soletta free styled a lot of grunts

Vincent moon

Vincent Moon's most autobiographical book, until his last, was the book "Soul of the Fox". It is a book about an author who cuts out his own tongue so he wont be distracted to write.

Names I like

I really like the name fox house, and the league of women shoppers

Depression as preparation

When I am old and gray and dying I hope I will be able to look back at this time of my life for preparation for what is next. I have felt a darkness that is slow, and quiet and moving at the same time that brings me closer to death.

happy 5/24

1. soletta marisol 2. Naomi Wachira 3. Breakfast at sweatbeas with kanzlers

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Prayer is noticing, and often labeling, the worship already happening around you.

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A writer must be a liar and manipulator. She has to believe that words change lives and convince others that her words can change theirs. She cant.