Spirit animal

A few years ago I took an internet test on spirit animals and I got a hawk. A friend of mine was a bear and somehow in my imagination my spirit animal became a bearhawk. My recent google exploration showed me a bear hawk is a puny personal airplane that people on the internet are really excited about starting clubs with other bear hawkers. That does not fit my expectation if a bear hawk. I picture a griffin like thing with a bear head that swoops down and roars at people. Take that