Goals for my personalities for the rest of the year

I have realized that not only do I need more balance between my personalities, I need more maturity from them as well.
Derrick needs to point his aggressiveness away from individuals and towards systems. Time with Addie would help him well
Ryan needs to move his idealism from anxiety and expectation to opportunity. He needs to spend time with Bear Hawk
Jeremy needs to move his love of educating from having to be an expert to being incredibly curious. I think I need him to spend time with my transitional object, pooh bear

Who am I at work?

I have been very worried that I am out of balance at work.  My belief is that if Derrick, Jeremy and Ryan are all coming out in healthy fashions I will be a good boss and held patients with their mental illness.  But I have noticed that I have been bringing mainly 2 parts of me, and only parts of those parts.  I noticed that the professional, teacher side of Jeremy Gleed and the instigating side of Derrick were my most common roles at work.  I have been trying to bring more of Ryan, the side who connects deeply and loves long conversations, but this side has clearly not been nurtured in a long time and I will need more time.

Children at the Gate Review

I am currently finishing up Children at the Gate, which I previously read when I was a junior in high school. I have been wanting to reread it for over a decade. Ryan Oliver thinks it is an incredible book, and it is challenging him to love deeply and without viewing the consequences. The book is asking him to change his life, to constantly confront the world with its own stories, to do everything boldly, including sin. Well, at least he likes the idea even if he doesn't do it. Jeremy Gleed thinks this book is a dangerous slippery slope for young impressionable individuals and thinks we should stick to self help books Derrick Fudge wants to know how someone wrote a book about him before he was born

Three perspectives

Mr gleed is very happy i am reading a book about mindfulness in psychotherapy. Ryan is worried I will get my hopes too high about everything I should be doing. Derrick just likes the stories